Tuesday, September 30, 2008


I've been so busy lately. I think I tend to fill up my life with busyness so that I have an excuse to ignore the things about my life that bug me. Those things still bug me, I just don't have time to think about them often enough to deal with them. I'm not sure that this is a healthy approach to life. Ignoring important personal issues has come to bite me in the behind in recent days. . . you'd think I would have learned my lesson by now. . .

Sunday, September 21, 2008


I thought that hallowing myself out would leave room for One loud voice to resonate, but it's looking like absolutely everything is echoing off my hallow insides, things that I couldn't hear before are at the forefront now, and I really really wish that they'd go back to being dampened by all the stuff that I hallowed out.